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Pre-Holiday blues

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 23, 2009, 5:52 AM


You know I wish I were one of those people who get all cheerful when a holiday comes around, but I'm not.
I'm the type of person whose mind goes to the main worries of the holidays. How am I going to buy gifts for the people in my life? I'm going to do my best not to be upset when sad people don't return the favor, even though I already know they wont I will still do my best to get them something.
I'm trying hard not to worry and yet I worry every year about these little things. I also end up hating myself when the holidays are over and I feel a bit let down with what gifts I did get. I know money is tight, this year more so than any other, and yet I selfishly wish for quite a few things.
I am beyond tired now because I haven't been sleeping well at all, right now my eyes are drooping and I know I need to go sleep, but if I sleep now it'll just make it harder to sleep later, maybe the lack of sleep is helping the blues along? I don't know... I'm going to cut this short, my fingers are missing keys as I'm trying to type lmao

  • Mood: Wow!
  • Listening to: Fireflies Owl City
  • Playing: WOW<==What else?

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I'm 19 (old in't?) and I live in Fl. Which is hell only hotter.
I write for fun. I'm working on my grammar and any help that can be given would be helpful as heck!

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  • Current Residence: Brevard County FL
  • Interests: Writing,
  • Favourite movie: THHE, 13 ghosts, and NOES
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Soundtrack
  • Favourite poet or writer: Too many to list
  • Favourite style of art: Free hand (Pencil for me)
  • MP3 player of choice: My lovely Zen
  • Favourite game: Prince of P
  • Favourite gaming platform: My ol PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mad Hatter, Bumblebee
  • Personal Quote: Your muse is the worst person you'll ever meet!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen and paper, keyboard, pencil

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:icondreamscape1author:
^^ No problem, anyone with great artwork should have a lot of people watching them >_< that sounded really stalkerish, lol

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'Moments mos nunquam reditus'
:iconhotrod31:
i luv ur photos very beautiful n ur not old im 19 too!! :)
:icondreamscape1author:
^_^ thank you. And in anime terms, I'm a villian come my next birthday.
(In all Anime (japanese cartoons,) anyone who is above the age of a teenager, adults, is always the bad guy of the shows. Not that I mind this, I've always loved the bad guys more than the good guys!)

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"Not to call you a coward, master. But somtimes cowards do survive."
Starscream, Revenge of the fallen.
"FTJ baby! FTJ!"
:iconhotrod31:
bah my oldest bro goin 2 b 23 in 4 days n he still acts 18 age is just a number so dont feel 2 bad!! :)
:icondreamscape1author:
lol, that's males for you. They can never act their age even if you pay them ^_^

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"Not to call you a coward, master. But somtimes cowards do survive."
Starscream, Revenge of the fallen.
"FTJ baby! FTJ!"
:iconhotrod31:
oh yea tats so true but im tat way 2 im 19 but i act 14 hee hee!! ^-^

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